drakenguard: (uncomfortable)
Yamato Hotsuin ([personal profile] drakenguard) wrote in [community profile] destinystrings2013-03-15 10:14 pm

[Closed] Time For Closure!

Who: Yamato Hotsuin [personal profile] drakenguard and Ideo Hazama [personal profile] putonagoodshow
Where: Sagittarius Labs
When: Backdated to the 11th March
Summary: Yamato's Daddy Issues Conclusion! Cerberus Summoning! Hideousness of what happens when being raised by a star alien!
Warnings: Alcor is involved so expect lots of anger, bitterness and...anger. Also I tl;dr'd

Yamato was pretty certain that he had hit rock bottom at this point.

Before Animus, Yamato had a somewhat tight hold over his demons. After some initial hiccups here and there, he had found a stable position within this new life here - he had a job, he had routine, he knew where to sharpen his abilities on the wild demons during the 13th hour, he had...some people who he could converse with when he was in the mood to. It was not like being Chief of JP's, but it was better than rotting in the ground being dead, so he hadn't complained.

Then the Tower disrupted everything.

Nyarlythotep... even if Yamato told himself, logically, to disregard everything that came out of that creature's mouth, they still wormed into his brain. Intellectually, Yamato knew that his issues with Alcor were petty and childish. Rationally, Yamato knew that this was a grudge he shouldn't be clinging to anymore, something that he should release and move on from.

He knew all this, and yet...

Hah, well his actions these past few days proved how imbalanced he was by Nyarlthotep's words. If even Shijima noted how he was acting was embarrassing (although he didn't say that it was implied), then Yamato had a problem - if he was drinking himself stupid and ranting to Alcor before vomiting on him... he definitely had an issue.

So he needed to settle it.

Of course, Yamato needed some sort of anchoring system to ensure he wouldn't stray from the path he was going to set himself. He could ask his sister, but, she had not been with him these past months, and he felt a bit awkward asking her for help in this. She would, most likely not understand, and would be a bit too gungho in handing out physical punishment. No, he needed something he had security in controlling, but was firm enough to help him keep his own rules.

He needed Cerberus back.

However, summoning across alternative dimensions was new territory for him, and he had been intending on visiting Ideo to restart his working hours (obviously, upon return from Animus, he had pulled his untouched holiday weeks to just recover). A busy mind would help him stop dwelling, which was half of the problem whenever Alcor was involved. Overthinking and dwelling... it made him paranoid and irrational. So he left for Sagittarius labs in the morning - where everyone would still be asleep and only Ideo would get to see his less than stellar state.

Awesome.
putonagoodshow: (By Myself)

[personal profile] putonagoodshow 2013-03-22 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
...oh.

That was the only thought in Ideo's mind for quite some time when he felt that- he didn't know how to word it, or explain it. It was like that overwhelming, drowning feeling from when he'd been overcome by Makai, but there was a careful thread to this. Ideo had always felt empty and small in his life, so being filled spiritually like this was...

He drew a shaky breath, and managed to keep his focus despite the nestling feelings of awe. If Yamato had presence and strength, then Ideo had a certain sort of fortitude. He could hold all of this, and sustain it- he'd had to, in order to survive his ordeal back at school.

The pact on his arm gave a sudden burning sensation, and he hissed his second breath. It was harder to keep steady with the symbol reacting like that, but he didn't falter. It wasn't something he could budge on.
putonagoodshow: (In The End)

[personal profile] putonagoodshow 2013-03-22 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
With Yamato helping, the process seemed to be so effortless. Everything was going off without a hitch, aside from the fire in his wrist. It was so unlike his first demon summoning that he almost wanted it to last longer, so he could hope to gleam some insight from the situation. Maybe if it was prolonged, he could understand better. But when Yamato began to utter in demonic, Ideo had to wince at the backlash he got from that. It wasn't that the demon was angry, just- there was an emotion tied to the pact, and in a moment of clarity, Ideo could recall that the bond included sharing their pain.

Ideo's eyes fluttered open as he felt the pull, gripping Yamato's hand back just as tight. Amon pulled itself upward from the small circle, growling and thrashing as it dragged itself upwards from the ground. When it was properly pulled forth, the demon seemed to fluff it's feathers and lash it's tail, hissing lowly through the teeth in it's beak.

"Mᴀᴊɪɴō...!"
putonagoodshow: (Runaway)

[personal profile] putonagoodshow 2013-03-22 09:47 am (UTC)(link)
Ideo nodded and squeezed Yamato's hand, stepping forward only a half step to face the demon. It didn't seem very enthused at his attempts to be bold, but cocked it's head intrigued as he straightened and spoke.

"You have my title. Now, give me yours."
"I ᴀᴍ Mᴀʀǫᴜɪs Aᴍᴏɴ. Yᴏᴜ ᴡʜᴏ sᴜᴍᴍᴏɴᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ, ᴋɴᴏᴡ I ᴀᴍ ʜᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴅɪᴠɪɴᴇs ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀsᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ғᴜᴛᴜʀᴇ, ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴀᴛʀᴇᴅ. Wʜʏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ ғᴏʀᴛʜ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ?"

Ideo seemed surprised, but forged on anyway. "Our pact still stands. I cannot simply abandon you-"
"Yᴏᴜ ᴄʟᴀɪᴍ ᴛᴏ ᴏғғᴇʀ ᴍᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ? Fᴏᴏʟɪsʜ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ, sᴜᴄʜ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴀʀᴇ ʙᴇʏᴏɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴏᴡᴇʀ."
putonagoodshow: (In The End)

[personal profile] putonagoodshow 2013-03-22 10:43 am (UTC)(link)
"A ᴘᴀᴄᴛ ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ, ʏᴇs. I ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ." The demon growled, but it seemed to simply be a quirk of it's speech, not genuine dissatisfaction. Amon turned it's head back to Ideo, who was trying to calm his anxiousness. "Yᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ғɪʟʟᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴅᴇsɪʀᴇ ғᴏʀ ʀᴇᴠᴇɴɢᴇ, Mᴀᴊɪɴō, ʏᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜ sᴛɪʟʟ ʀᴏᴜsᴇ ᴍᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴍʏ sʟᴜᴍʙᴇʀ? A ғᴏᴏʟɪsʜ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ ɪɴᴅᴇᴇᴅ...ᴘᴇʀʜᴀᴘs I ᴡᴀs ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴘᴀᴄᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴏɴᴇ sᴜᴄʜ ᴀs ʏᴏᴜ."

Amon chuckled, a dark sort of noise, before bowing it's head down, brushing it's feathers against the floor. "Iғ ʏᴏᴜ sᴡᴇᴀʀ ᴛᴏ sʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ POWER ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ, ᴛʜᴇɴ I ᴡɪʟʟ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ. Tʜɪs ɪs ᴀʟʟ I ᴀsᴋ."

Even with the ominous phrasing and altogether sense of foreboding, Ideo nodded his head with a surprising amount of confidence. "Serve me, and I will show you my strength. I've grown since you last knew me, and I will continue to do so."
"Sᴜᴄʜ ᴄᴏɴғɪᴅᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴅᴡᴇʟʟs ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ ᴍᴀɴ..."

And yet, the demon simply righted itself and nodded as well.
putonagoodshow: (Breaking The Habit)

[personal profile] putonagoodshow 2013-03-22 11:00 am (UTC)(link)
That was when things got a little weird, at least for poor Yamato. Ideo simply held out his free hand, as if expecting Amon to take it or something of the sort. Instead, the demon flashed, warped and twisted, it's energies leaving the circle and banding itself to the teen's hand. Upon closer inspection, it seemed the demon had taken the form of a ring of some kind.

Ideo flexed his hand gently as the energies calmed down, looking at the simple band now adorning his glove. The ring was made from a material like that of a black scrying mirror, it seemed, with a small, clear reflective stone in the middle.

"...thank you." He was a bit woozy, and his hand felt prickly from the familiar touch of the demon, but the smile on his face was calm and genuine.
putonagoodshow: (Forgotten)

[personal profile] putonagoodshow 2013-03-22 11:29 am (UTC)(link)
Ideo went to respond to Yamato, but the loss of their hand-hold felt...premature, and the unsyncing of their energy...he felt emptier than he had in a long, long time.

It was that itself that made his knees buckle together, almost collapsing but catching himself before he made an embarrassing mess of himself. Ideo managed to plop himself down, safely, on the lab floor with something like a laugh. "I'd think you would be grateful for that." Ugh, not even Amon's power pushing against his own felt the same as Yamato's. This was going to become an embarrassing point of longing. "I'm...I apologize. For being such a novice." And weak. And tired. And potentially attracted to your power like an incubus to a Bel-class demon.
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[personal profile] putonagoodshow 2013-03-22 11:55 am (UTC)(link)
Ideo took the glove with a smile, pulling it on in one, efficient motion. Less efficient were his flustered attempts at adverting his eyes from Yamato's when he got complimented. He wasn't really shy or above praise, but after that kind of spiritual experience...his ears were red enough to be glowing from embarrassment.

"Ah," was all he managed to say, of course, due to being bashful. "I still appreciate your help. I've never...done that before."

.~*U WUZ HIZ FURST*~.
putonagoodshow: (Forgotten)

[personal profile] putonagoodshow 2013-03-22 12:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Ideo shook his head no a little too quickly at that question, but was luckily spared explaining any further when Yamato continued the more pressing subject at hand. Ideo curled his knees to his chest, resting his chin on them as he thought.

"The multiverse at large may in fact contain some of the answers we seek, then. If demons themselves are pulled from the infinite of possibilities, then it would be much like people drawn here- we, thus, are the 'demons' of gods, and the 'gods' of demons. If true, this could be a fascinating point of study."